Thursday, March 11, 2010

Mood Swingy...

Sees grey and dark grey. Smells nothing. Feels the unexplainable. But will still try to explain.

Wants a break from the vicious cycle because muddleheaded-ness does nobody any good. Wants to scream out loud, sob till the tears dry up and pull out all the fluff in the pillows. At least shows signs of a little sanity because the other option would be to bludgeon the object(s). Has always possessed a violent streak. Has tried three times to spell the V word and feels like erasing the dotted red line. V-I-O-L-E-N-T. There.

Wants zero communication with the world. Like the protagonist of a recent movie. Wants a holiday in a small little place with lots of water. Like the female protagonist of a book recently read. Books. Now there's bright spot!

Wants a burst of creativity and flash of madness. Wants peace of mind.

Tired. Crabby. On the brink of break down. Wants damage control.

2 comments:

Ashwin Prabhakaran said...

But WHY?????

overturned blue shoe said...

you need a holiday! try countrysideindia. went up north with them last year.they're a funn bunch.cheer up :)