"Loving someone is the simplest thing you can do. Love is never complicated. If any relationship in your life is twisted and turned with numerous complications, it's probably not worth your time or effort."

Something my dad told me many years ago which stuck like glue. Right now, I seem to fall back upon it very often. I feel the tighter I hold on to some things the more they slip away. Like sand in my fist. Maybe I should just spread my palm and let it all fly away.

Growing apart is a huge part of growing up. And as the years go by I know I want to forge relationships that have depth and aren't based a bunch of good memories. I need my time and space to gain a sense of equilibrium. 5 weeks of zoning out should do me some good.